i.cannot.beleive.that.i'm.in.sec.four.already. thats suppose to sound bored, not excited yo. oh konkon yo:D i'm glad i've made it through these three day. its been like national day in cchms ever since! you should see how shock i was to walk into a red and white nooby filled canteen on the first day! the new pe shirt sucks, so is the uniform! me think its so white it actually look old, and can you believe that i saw people tucking in the bloody tee? LOL, isnt that the dumbest thing to do to a tucked-out designed tee? but thanks to them, we get to tuck out our pe shirt too, so what was all the naggings since sec1 for, since we can tuck it out anyway! ho oh, sec four've beeen pretty o lvl-ish, really! 99.999999% if the teachers who stepped in told us their great plans they've for us, ha easy for them to say, no really. gimme a break, its only the first week! hell yes, i'm traumatized by them! not forgetting the fact that i hate my seat, i can see the teachers all close-up and of course that isnt a pretty sight. i mean fuck my primary school for making it my habit to look at the person talking, like 100% attention on them, okay maybe 75% for me. if i dont, i'll just daze off, day dreaming, defeating the whole purpose of my new year's reslolution! okay not like i didnt broke any of those, but hey dont judge me! LOL remind me of pcd drama, so fucking fake lo! ah, i'm starting to dread school already, everything started out really crappy-ly(thats it, if such a word existed.) like how every single one(okay almost)'ve made full use of their holiday while i slacked my way off throughout the whole thing. but then again, its not like i regretted it or anything cause i know it myself that even if i were given a second choice, i'll probably do the same thing again, ha bang. hell yeah, i never, yep never learn! oh yeah, fuck skipping, i'm never skipping ever again. fuck that sport man! I TRIED SO HARD AND I GOT NOTHING. good thing the weight went down or i'll curse more. i mean i nearly spent my whole holiday skipping and jumping around like an idiot and drinking milkshake like crazy and this is all i get? not even 1cm?! shut up, i'm depressed. oh no, i should go "go away! i'm emo, stay away. leave me alone!" i'm sooooo qianbian, thanks i know that.
